While I was cleaning up the house, I happened on an old diary. It was
 from when I was 10 years old. I stopped cleaning to look at it.
My
 parents used to give us these little diaries at Christmas. I remember I
 would wait breathlessly until Jan. 1 and then I would begin writing in 
them. There was a page for each day. The trouble with that system is 
that eventually you fall off the wagon and it is hard to get going 
again. For this diary, though, I did pretty well. I made it all the way 
through January.
I do not remember ever looking at this before. It was illustrated! I drew pictures of my teachers and my friends.
I do remember Mr. Cvinar was our 7th grade teacher at Christ the King
 School. So I was in 7th grade. I was kind of babyish, I think, because I
 was just 10. I was the youngest child in my class. That was because 
when I was in kindergarten, my dad had taught me to read, and I was put 
ahead into first grade. In effect I skipped a year. 
That picture 
of Mr. Cvinar does look like what he looked like, to my recollection. I 
did not remember Mrs. Cvinar. But apparently I liked her. “Mrs. Cvinar 
said on Monday she would bring little Steve Cvinar in so we could see 
him.” I loved reading what I was excited about.
On New Year’s Day I
 wrote, “New Year’s Eve, we stayed up till 12:30. We drank wine and 
Pepsi. We also watched them launch the New Year’s balloon on TV, and saw
 half of Show Boat. The grups wouldn’t let us stay up till 1:30.” 
“Grups” was our shorthand for “grownups.” I think my brother Tony got 
that from “Lost in Space.”
I was already a partyer. On Jan. 4 I 
wrote: “Margie (my sister) dropped out of Brownies lately. Jean dropped 
out of Girl Scouts.” Jean Schneggenburger, my best friend, makes 
frequent appearances in the diary. Looking back, I would have thought 
that with Jean out of Scouts, I would have wanted to leave too. But no! I
 continued: “I might drop out of Scouts too, but I’d just as soon wait 
until after camp and the Potluck Supper.”
I stayed in Scouts. On 
Jan. 11: “Tonight was Girl Scouts. We reviewed a couple of our dances 
and discovered we would do one for the Potluck Supper.” I remember going
 to several camps and Potluck Suppers. Good times.
It’s funny to 
see something that flies in the face of what you thought you remembered.
 I thought I hated gym. But no — the diary mentions hockey (floor 
hockey, this would have been). I looked forward to games. I was on a 
team called the Cherry Bombers. “We are the champs!”
My Uncle Bob 
gave us piano lessons every Sunday. “Boy am I going to be in trouble for
 lessons,” I wrote one Saturday. “I didn’t do 1/2 the things I was 
supposed to do.”
Next day: “Lessons didn’t go as bad as I 
expected. I simply said ‘no’ when Uncle Bob asked me if I did the 
Kinderscenen. Then I was able to fake (sight read) the finale of the 
Mozart Sonata, up to the ‘episode.’ When Uncle Bob asked me if I did the
 4’th Beethoven variation, I just said no.”
I wrote a lot about my
 teachers. There is a day-to-day account of Mrs. Bucholtz and her 
sprained ankle and when she was finally going to come back to school and
 how she had to walk with a cane. I seem to have liked Mrs. Bucholtz 
more than I remembered. There was also a Mrs. Mazzu, whom I don’t 
remember. I drew a picture of her captioned “Mrs. Mazzu, when she isn’t 
yelling.”
I did a lot of drawing. One drawing of a woman yelling 
is captioned: “A Mean Teacher.” And at one point I wrote: “Somehow I 
can’t refrain from doodling in my books at school. Hope for the best!”
There
 is a nun named Sr. Marie Patrice who would give me a tough time. I had 
no memory of her. Then I read that she was subbing for a Sr. Marie: 
“Fortunately, Sr. Marie came back today. Sr. Marie Patrice was just 
going to give us a science test. Sr. Marie decided not to.”
One 
episode is something I distinctly remember. I got to go to my Uncle Joe 
and Aunt Marie’s to help my cousin Caroline serve hors d’oeuvres (I 
spelled it “orderves.” I don’t blame myself — I still struggle with that
 word.) I remember they dressed Caroline and me in dirndl skirts and we 
went around serving shrimp and stuff. Well, I describe it: 
There
 were many people there, about 40. Most of them were doctors. Caroline 
and I were busy from beginning to end, picking up dishes, passing food, 
refilling glasses, etc. Despite that, though, it was a lot of fun.
There
 was this one woman there. She had a long, green feathered ‘strip’ 
around her. Caroline and I kept finding bits and pieces of green 
feathers on the floor. After a while the whole strip disappeared. Maybe 
it grew small and she put it away. Or maybe it shredded to pieces.
It
 is funny to be able to place that party in its proper place: Feb. 23, 
1973. And the “strip” of feathers. I did not know the term “boa.”
Back
 to my friend Jean. We were just making plans to get together — I will 
have to bring this diary, or at least tell her about it. Because it is 
so funny reading back on our doings. One day we made mean posters of all
 our teachers. “It was great!” I wrote.
Then this: “I played with 
Jean again today. We decided to go to Tops. However, when we came back, 
there was so little time we only got to play the piano for one another 
and then separate.” Jean and I were always playing the piano for each 
other.
There is a lot of mention of Tops. I loved going to Tops — I
 still do, LOL. Back then I would go there with my sister Katie and with
 Jean. We would buy candy and cans of pop. No wonder that on Feb. 20 I 
talk about having to get two cavities filled. “Yippee!! It’s all over! 
Katie has 5 cavities. Man, I don’t envy her!”
How awful, that we had all those cavities. That wasn’t right, you know? 
But
 the diary is so much fun. I found another little daily diary too, along
 with this one. That one was four years later, however. I would have 
been 14. I’ll read it at some point, but 14 isn’t as much fun as 10.
That diary of my 10-year-old self.
I wish I had kept it up all year!